what song suits me now?
simple,i've been singing it the whole the day in class.
"welcome to my life"-simple plan.

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like

To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like

To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

Welcome to my life.

i've got this feeling i won't remain in tt next year anymore,
therefore i shall cherish the last week we are going to have together,
plus the class chalet,i love you all babies from three eleven:D
NOTHING AND NO OTHER CLASSES CAN BEAT US,
THREE ELEVEN DOMINATES YOW!:D

no,you don't understand,it's different,yes,we're one but
you're heaven and i'm hell.you're smart,and i'm stupid.
i thank you for being there for me,for lending me your heart today.
but it's okay i've half of yours and you've half of mine:D
i love you!
and be happy and proud of yourself,you did awesomely well!
i'm proud of you!:)

okay,i find this picture hilarious and stupid,nevermind,
it makes me laugh:D
next monday,it's going to be hell again!VERY GOOD!
cause in that hell stage,i get to lose fats.
life is so fair,isn't it?like first half of the year,die in netball,second half,
die in exams,then the process repeats every year!
yeah right fair,my ass-.-
freedom do not exist sometimes,most of the time,i mean.
anybody want to disagree?sure but make sure,you're in a status
where you have a cca that is three times a week,four hours.
including,your study time and other bullshit:)

anyway i shall not dread about that.
i've been going out everyday once exams ended which is equivalent to
spending a lot of money everyday which is also equivalent to
that one word "broke" now which lastly,is equivalent to being lethargic!:)
but i'm happy:Dvery happy,these moments happen like only how many weeks in a year!after exams and when netball ends.
but it's going to end soon,one word,"SIAN!"
anyway i shall write about yesterday's outing only,it's a special one,
i mean we did something different luh,the rest was just SHOPPING:D
so yesterday,was tiring.my throat is feeling sore now.
we went to ktv,from eleven thirty all the way to five thirty!
sing,sang,sung!it was really fun luh!:D
some sang for the ants,some got high,some got pissed,some was quiet,
all were happy:D
i think duet songs are nice by the way!!!!:D
i love everybody:D
ohohohohoh i didn't cry this week at all!yes,i didn't waste any of them!
i've been crying and wasting them for the past few weeks due to exams:(
but i think it's going to start tomorrow again,it's results time:(
damn it.

okay,i'm tired now!:(

ps.i think exams are the main killers!:(

OMG BABIES!!!IT'S OVER!LAST PAPER,IT'S OVER!
today was bio paper,last paper of eoy.
they shouldn't made it the last,cause i didn't have the mood
to study the night before...
anyway i think i'm going to fail everything,tt papers are very unfair,
it's suppose to be a bit different from the others,but no,it's
VERY DIFFERENT.the kind-hearted souls who are the teachers,
thought we were intelligent pupils,my ass-.-
but whatever,it's over,i'm going to go full blast for enjoyment!:D
but come to think of it,i'd rather our paper end on tuesday like
everyone else...it's like nine of our papers all cramp up to one week,
so you totally have no time to study or revise the day before,worse still,
some days had two papers,and i hate two exam days,it sucks even more
when those you dislike those two subjects!:(
unfair!we have lesser time to study,so difficult!crazy....
WHATEVER,it's over,don't think about it anymore!

anyway after our paper,went out with the usual class group....
had a small eating party at jia's house(:
we even baked cheesecake,and duh,it was awesome!
anyway after that went to ion and started to be typical singaporeans
cause we were all being damn kiasu to get a good place for
CARRIE UNDERWOOD'S live concert at ion!
and we were lucky,as they only give free admission tickets to
early birds,and we were damn early-.-five thirty reach already...
waited for damn long for it to start,but while doing that,we bonded
even more by playing stupid but damn funny games,yes,
we were the loudest,but who cares?we're free now!
finally the concert started,scream till my throat hurts now,
omgomgomgomg!carrie underwood was damn freaking hot,pretty
and nice:Dher hair is damn boomz yowz!totally understandable why
i favour her more than other female artists(:
anyway ended around nine plus....ate dinner,
and home-d at eleven thirty pm!
special thanks to emilyn for reading the newspaper and finding out
that there was the concert!(:anyway jia and tracey and kim,please
upload pics onto fb,tag too so that i can receive it!hot guys included for
concerts:P
and i love you all babes,thanks for the outing,hardcore fun man!
i'm effing excited for tuesday,wednesday and thursday and friday babies!!!
ARHHHH!!!!!!:D

only that cool person will understand this following paragraph!(hinthint) :
thanks for making my day!that awesome hug this morning before we enter
the hall was nice!(:it made me so happy that i couldn't remember anything
except for that hence i think i'm going to flunk bio,but it's okay,
my bad anyway!and study hard for your last paper,but not too hard though!
i'm excited for tuesday onwards!!!i love you!
i love the quote "tears never run out...shadow never vanished." by the way:Dit shall be our special code with an added one "one heart,two sides,
pumps together at one full of everything in it,you got mine and
i got yours!"

all right,blog was dead.but i decided to revive it once more

it was a beautiful day but it's going to be over soon or should i say it's over already......